When I Start To Try...

I try, okay? You might not see it, but I do. And what I'm currently TRYING to accomplish is 75 stupid assignments in 9 hrs. Yes, I got behind and that's my fault, but realizing how many assignments are due, makes me realize how many assignments I was able to do before I got tired of it's crap and got behind. So people might look at what I'm doing now and say that I'm procrastinating, and trust me I think I am too, but I need to realize that I'm just getting myself prepared to face the horrible music that's supposed to be my so called "School Work" when it actually is pure evil sadistic torture. Need I remind you that it's online, yes online school because we're having something called a pandemic, and it sucks.

One of the main reasons why it sucks is because I've had to do online school before, and it was my idea that I regret, but it was honestly our only option if we wanted to be successful academically. We were in the middle of moving, and had to stay at a temporary house because the house we were moving into was currently being built. So lucky me I got to do my first semester of freshman year online. And because of this, I wasn't able to fit into a friend group. So, so far I have two friends, and they're in my neighborhood. I mean the good thing about it, is that we can have a bunch of sleepovers like whenever we want, if we're disregarding the fact that we all agree that I have the strictest parents out of the three of us. But that's a nice LONG story for another time.

All I wanted you guys to get out of this is that life is hard and it doesn't help anyone being hard on yourself. If you really deserve it life will take care of that, and it's okay to give yourself some time to "Procrastinate" That's what helps us prepare to take on the next challenge life dishes out to you that's (Also btw totally unfair). But accomplishing things that in the first place you thought you couldn't, is how you learn the most. And that right there is how you teach yourself that you CAN accomplish hard things, you CAN get through that assignment that you doubt yourself you will finish, you CAN work through that hard moment that makes you debate, is it really worth it? And most importantly, you CAN do anything that your delicate heart wants, and when you start to believe that, I know you WILL.

Love,

Your Confident Life Cheerleader

P.S You SHALL.